Quantum Coagulation

Relax a moment, take a deep breath and listen to the music. It may speak to you, too. Affiliations with the Ashtar Command, Ashtar and Athena especially, are a challenge at best. You and I have had a long journey here, take a break and just feel the flow in this improvisational jam... It's a little like life, made up in the moment based on direct experience and wisdom. Most recently and along with some cosmic cohorts - Apollo and Azucena, Zendor facilitated the Bridging Earth & Sky Event.

I'm going to risk sharing personal experiences beyond my doing and yet apparently within my BEing, leading to a new living awareness I've garnered as a result. One I've spent most of my life rejecting and resisting because the experience goes way beyond this world. I am just sharing. If I lead at all, it is facilitating perpetual collaboration toward harmony among people and planet.

Orphaned and adopted, I've had a deep and longsuffering quest for identity and truth in my lifetime. My answers started with contact just after my 8th birthday. I had a tap on the shoulder at 18. According to a couple of decades of trials and tribulations, aka 'experience,' at least on some level I am Zendor, son of Ashtar and Athena, and just as real as the words you are reading now. I have been under the tutelage of my parents since my youth, 'orphaned' at birth and kept relatively protected and silent for many years. Seems it is a good time to begin now.

I was introduced to an international gathering just over a decade ago, baptized into the role of leadership of the 'ground crew' and proceeded to reach out to many who were supposedly aligned with the Ashtar Command and Galactic Federation at the time. I had mixed results and mostly rejection unfortunately. It only gave me more patience and character development. I'm living this life and it's a challenge. I can totally understand sounding incredulous.

I think folks weren't prepared to have someone show up that didn't claim to be a channeler, walk-in or some high spiritual being. Instead, I'm an intelligent 'regular' guy with a direct experience of bridging worlds my entire life, engaging a variety of intelligences and lifeforms in the process. I've spent years toiling over the DSM diagnosis to find true gnosis. A lifetime of living in many worlds is quite the challenge, let alone articulating it so that the 'clinical' and 'scientific' community can grok. Still, it has to be done for truth to emerge fully.

I was invited to speak at the International Association for Near Death Studies annual conference in 2010, so it only took 35 years to be able to share my story to clinicians. (upper right videos) It was worth the wait. I suppose I am ready for the scrutiny of others now. I know speaking out like this will surely draw some very skeptical ears and eyes. Trust me, I've tried to disprove it for years. Now I just go with the flow as I learn the art of BEing...

Coming into my 55th year here soon, it is time to speak up regarding my experience with an elegant, albeit evasive, reality. My cat5 cable is in place and I'm plugged in to the cosmic computer officially. My handlers showed up on May 8th of 2010 to install it. In a personal (face-to-face) conversation with a friend over a decade ago, he mentioned that ASHTAR is the acronym for the cosmic computer. Hmmm... a bit much for mere humans to endure don't you think?

If you've ever felt the pulse of the universe during any of your personal excursions, you'll understand that connection, like a heart beat. Humans need names and titles it seems, although in the thin worlds none are given or necessary.

Ashtar and Athena, as humans call them, are the representations of the yin/yang, 0/1, light/dark, male/female, known/unknown in the ascension of consciousness to understanding natural order; a new living awareness. Their 'Command' position picks up where planetary religions and spirituality leave off.

Many misconceptions and misunderstandings about this time have been present for decades, since before the Harmonic Convergence, yet the understanding of a shift of consciousness is well in place. The conduit is closing. It is a shift into a greater awareness of our celestial nature and a new world order of harmony among people and planet. Harmony is the result of the evo-leap from chaos to order; a new living awareness that embraces all.

We've nearly reached the tipping point. There is no control or manipulation in the process of moving from chaos [fear] to order [love], but it is tumultuous on personal and planetary levels, especially within false belief systems. Simply put, there is no 'push' or 'pull' of energy by folks maniuplating their environments and other people that will 'better' the result.

In a very real sense we are emerging from a chrysalis of unconsciousness, unaware of who and what we are in the very depths of our being, and learning 'what is.' It is imperative to align your focus with creating deliberately. Who are you? How are you? What are you here to do? Look to today, not over your shoulder. Perfect love removes all fear.

The shift is from fear-based systems of dualistic paradigms to unity consciousness and oneness. What does that mean? Does it do away with duality? It means that as long as one sees duality in the world, it is still within that one's consciousness and polarity rules, which vascilates in the mind.  When we can see with new eyes and hear with new ears, our thoughtmosphere expands and we become aware of our nature, moving through our metamorphosis and mitigating the chaotic perturbations of the mind.

What if you looked through the eyes of the ONE MIND? Looking with the eyes and hearing with the ears of one's cosmic consciousness reveals natural order and structure with no need for polarity, yet not in denial of its value either. Order is inherent in creation, we just need to understand it better. Need I say it just one more time - a new living awareness.

As long as one's vision cannot see the whole, dark and light appear separate and polarized. There is still a war within and until peace is restored there, harmony is just a dream and no peace in the world will come. Remember that where your focus is, so does your energy flow. Keep in mind the transparency of universal order and act accordingly.

The Truth is simple; the Way [living in oneness] is your greatest challenge. Tune in, become aware of all that is around you and the right action will become crystal clear. Just do it! There are many that can help you once you have made the commitment to your path and actively walk it. This is not a dress rehearsal.

I literally gave up my life as a teenager, was taken into The Light and retruned with the knowledge of my path in this life. It may sound odd, but I have a testimony of Jesus Christ unparalleled in my experience, and there is room for more obviously. Remember that true enlightment comes from testing your faith to the extreme.

I only have my life to offer here as an example of living, full of trials and tribulations as it may be, yet it is this new living awareness that gives life to relation ships on this ocean of emotion.

If you are curious and wish to do more research, it would behoove you to start with the Mothership Cafe or specifically about the Ashtar Command. I'll let the rest take its course.

btw... I am the drummer on the opening tune. Something I picked up along the way.

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